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exam time.

11-17-07

hi all! life's been really good so far.. despite it being exams now.. .there's so much to thank God for… our team's accomodation has been confirmed!! and we even have a room with a piano… PTL.. 

recently a brother has been really emo.. well.. he can switch between emo and unemo really fast.. but you know what they say abt musicians… it was a joy to catch up with him and i really do pray that he will really give it up to God.

so far 1 paper down and 4 or 5 more to go..  (i can't remember…)
exams this year is beginning to seem rather monotonous to me… maybe it's been 16 long years of exams every year. can't wait to graduate and start a new chapter of my life.

but i know i'm gonna miss some things.. like having my own place to stay in. ntu's so far from the world (it's $3.50 the moment you leave the school by cab and $5.10 when it goes on the PIE at the part where the PIE separates from the BKE).. .crazy… but it has a nice lush green campus… and it's almost self sufficient… with mama shops around the corner and lots and lots of canteens…

shifting back home will be hard.. for one i'm gonna miss the working aircon and bed in hall… i so HAVE to renovate my room at home… install new a/c buy a bed get rid of the tableS and install new windows so no one can ever pry them open and peep into my room early in the morning.

and also, now that i'm not home… whenever i go back, i don't argue with my parents as often as before. i guess it's cos we don't see each other so often they don't argue with me when i'm back.  but i predict it'll start all over again when i live with them. i so hope not. and my daddy will really lecture me on the most ridiculous stuff.. don't understand why he can treat a certain cousin of mine like a big adult when he was at the uni level. but i'm still a small kid to him. maybe he doesn't see me grown up yet? oh well…

practising has been going on fine.. i have a dream.. and shall work towards it. and as usual.. my practising becomes better during exam time than school term… cos no more classes! no more liabilities…

but there's so many things to worry about this year being a final year student.. final year project… is one big headache. don't know where to start. don't know how to continue. don't know what i should do.. that is why it ain't called no final year for nothing… (i wonder how many negatives will rule each other out…)

facebook is irritating more than anything. cos……….. besides fluff friends… i don't see the need to add on any other application and ppl keep on sending me invites… but then i really should delete fluff friends from my list too….. it's bad for the health… in fact i shall do right so after i end this post.

it's a box i'm carrying (referral to play "You Are Special" based on Max Lucado's two books "You Are Special" and "You Are Mine"). thanks again to A for telling me about the play… you were awesome! that's right ppl.. support the arts! =)) (and i got to know abt it through facebook… so i guess fbook isn't all that bad…)

ok back to studying… before blogging becomes another box.. 


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