mundane
10-31-07everyday is the same.
wake up. brush teeth. shower. go to school. come back. facebook a while. listen to music. study. try to practise. eat lunch. eat dinner. go to bed.
weekly, it's the same thing again.
do laundry, go and teach, prepare for tests, etc
i'm starting to find many things a chore. like showering. like eating. like sleeping. what's the point of God making us this way? such that we need sustenance. we need to eat. we need to sleep. we need to shower. there's so many things that i could be doing with my time. but i'm eating for the sake of eating. showering, sleeping cos i have to.
i've found myself eating less, not because i cannot eat any more. but just cos i no longer have any cravings. and i think it's a waste of time. i just need to fill my stomach.
could it be because i have too many things to do? could it be that i've lost the appreciation of quality of life?
perhaps i'm in dire need of change. and it's not those kind of ups and downs like an upcoming test or what… those are getting a little boring too.
all that's keeping me going is bible verses and the hope to a promise.
