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upset.

09-28-07

Before I share about my day today, I want to share about Wednesday night. I was super contemplating whether or not to go for Japanese class or orchestra practice. And then that very night I had a dream:

I dreamt that the ex-pres of NTU SE sent me an sms saying that it was ok if I cannot go for the practice, and that I should just go for my Japanese class.

So I decided to honour God and go for the Japanese class commitment. And I realised the next day that indeed I had to stick to my word and go for the Japanese class instead of my usual Bible Study with the Open Cell. So even if I didn't go for Japanese class, I would have been answerable to the cell group. yup.

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anw… on to today: 

I was upset that
there was a jam that delayed A in coming to meet us for dinner

I was upset that
because of the jam we couldn't be early for band

I was upset that
I didn't get to warm up

I was upset that
I didn't get any useful practice done today

I was upset that
we were suddenly surprised by some visitors today

I was upset that
I was still not warmed up

I was upset that
we played a piece with a few bassoon solos

I was upset that
I was stupid enough to change from a new to an old reed.
(and so it couldn't sound…=\ and i changed it back thereafter)

but i'm happy that
I remembered the tune of a Thai piece I learnt 7 years ago during a TKGS MEP trip and I quickly ran out after band prac to ask one of the ladies the title of the piece and got it! yay!

Side note: I even remember that the Thai "Do" is our "La" i.e. a minor 3rd lower. (I sincerely hope I'm correct on this and would love to hear an affirmation…)

so overall………
I'm happy. =)


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